Story Bout Me

today’s mood, changing into purple.

how is it gonna be changed tomorrow onwards? hm…mayb i’ll be too excited until forgot bout my family’s name? mayb i’ll too lonely crying asking to go home? mayb i’ll being bullied by people over there? mayb i cant adapt to tat world? mayb n mayb…

which fren i’ll lost contact tomorrow onwards? hope so everybody keep good touch. as a fren said yday, slowly, relationship will get further away. n a dj said, different period will hav different fren, we dun hav to feel sad on fren who getting further away wif me, but looking frens around us. rite?anyway, as we getting older, it’s harder for us to look for true fren. is it true? who knows…

this is not the first time i go to oversea, once was going in a group of strangers, but get closed after few days, once was going alone. hoping for someone who is frenly to sit beside me to tok to me, but there wasn’t anyone. mayb i looked to scary. this time, going wif a group of 79 ppl.some said gotta chat as much as we can bcoz we’ll hardly meet after tat. some will cry n no mood to chat anymore. our flight is the mid nite, will everybody hav mood to chat? everybody will sleep? o for those who are first time in the flight will them be too excited n disturb the handsome stewarder n pretty stewardess? ha…we’ll c then…

so, this few weeks , dunno how many hundreds time being asked, have u packed? lastly, i finish packing. prepare to fly. still haven’t take bath n dress up onli. tomorrow is another day, tommorow will be another world. how would i be later? we’ll c…

This is the first time i blog. Mood, is like the colour of the font, blue…tomolo i’ll be take off to japan. of coz it’s excited, by the same time, nervous. i’m lack of confidence of my english, so i din start to blog when my fren asked to. today, juz simply changing my profile, then saw a column ‘create blog’, then simply click n started to blog. mayb this is the onli time i blog? as i dunno when can i online again. i’ll be going to hiroshima shousen college tomorrow. i wonder how long i gotta take to settle down my life there. when will able to contact back all my friends in malaysia. received a lot of msg wishing me good luck n al de bes, happy n sad. sometimes feel like i’m not coming back anymore, like i’m going to die, but i can feel the wish tat al frens gave to me. getting blur in my english ah, mayb when i come back later, i may not able to speak english at all, bcoz in japan, english r well-known but not widely used. so, mayb i’ll blog in japanese one day? who knows…i should say here, the earliest i come back to malaysia would be 2006’s summer, bcoz of JPA policy, we r not allowed to come back in one year time. so, mayb next year, o mayb next next year. o mayb sooner when i cant stand in japan? god knows…thanks for all my friends, ur wish, ur present, ur appearance, ur treat, ur advises, ur tease, ur complaint, ur frenship, ur mail, ur msg, ur call, ur scold, n so on…of coz, we’ll keep in touch when i reach there. no one will come n send me, bcoz i refused to it. dun wan anybody to c me cry…haha! do u think i’ll cry? hey, tomorrow will be a brand new world…said one senior. is it? it’ll be nice to me he said. hope so…hm…tat’s it for now ya, how  would i be when i’m in japan later? catch it up here, mayb…