Story Bout Me

tomorrow, i wil be goin out.for half a month. to create a summer holiday memory, to see the world, to meet the one i shud meet, to explore my fate, to spend my time.

where wil i go?wat wil i c?who wil i meet? it’s kind of interesting thing. tat y i travel…tats time i become nervous, tats time i franstrated, tats time i happy, tats time i get suprise.

last week, volley, we lost. i din play even 1sec in the 3matches tat we lost. but i did stand on the player side, to giv support. i wore the uniform…i wished them. i noe where i stand. dun hav tat power to beat ppl, y wana go to throw my face on the court rite..ha! hm…i got to go to seaside, a beach. not nice, but i like the melody of the wave. been there 2 evening…one day chatting in phone, one day drinking beer seeing ppl playing fireworks. i kind of goin everywhere alone, even in the competition, i hardly communicate wif them. i was alone al the time, but i din felt lonely. i knew i cant mix wif them, n they din mean much to me. juz like travelling around…hope if get someone to tok to…hope i wil encounter something…

tats something happened. there happen to be a couple…my team member n team manager. the 2nd nite, they seems to be very close. like 2 wolf in hungry..haha! the guy acted very weird, like kicking other roommate to get to my room. at last, the couple went to the guy’s room. the window was locked, the curtain closed. the doors were closed, but happen to be, he din lock it. i gav a suggest, let take photo of them…my fren took my cam, went to the room, open the door, 2 of them were on the bed, under a blanket.wif clothes, i think. my fren took a photo, the gal was smiling happy n both of the facing to the cam. wat a nice photo…i dunno wat the did, mayb juz a warming up process…haha! then we al ran away. then thing burst out…of coz…they worried n they angry…

then happen to be team capten gathered everyone of us, discussing bout tat. conclusion, i deleted the photo in front of him, n we apologized. anyway, i din, n din think of. he was kind of thinking tat he wasnt wrong at al. but in my mind, y he can so stupid din go n lock the door, n he was 18 while the gal was 17. i dunno japs law, but dun think it’s allow. neway, mayb they juz wanna kiss. juz tat, he was so stupid n fool.o else, go to get another room wif his own money. he was like wan us to apologize, he himself unable to do things well, y shud i apologize? n then continued to our team discussion, capten took decision to shift down his respondsibility to another guy. left 6 of us in the team, i wanted to quit, but think i cant. there was sound tat to train everyday. wat ambition do i hav in the team? o in me? no i think, juz to fil my time. ya..mayb…

tats it, 2days staying in hostel but never been free. addicted to auction, bought 2 shoes n dumbell, wif the price i satisfy. n happen to be helping 2 frens to bid concert tix n a tradisional clothes of japan-yukata. n it makes me noe more bout gal, i think i dun hav skill to communicate wif gal…ha! things gotta repeat to many time to make ppl understand. o i think they are fuss…luckily i din burst up. gals ah…their right brain r better…tats y..mayb…

today is my fren bday ah, how can i wish him? hm…hope tat he is happy in his world now…

today is my first day of summer holiday. few more minutes, wil depart to a place called yonago for Japan National College Sport Competition. i joined volley. hm…although i juz a reserve, but i got a chance to go to diff place, gain diff experience, o mayb…gotta meet someone. haha…who knows…

yday, feel like very happy, o excited. long time never hav long holidays, since after SPM. bout 55days, mayb the longest summer holiday among other college in japan. ha…wat wil i do? as usual….go round japan lo…budget bout 200k yen…how much in rm? dun wanna tel..hehe

frens who went to U bout one week oredi lo. how they being bullied in orientation week in U? i would like to know ah…haha…frenz in USM, UPM, UTM, n UM. tats it i noe…tats al i know lo…

tats it ah…sure i wil take photo ah..ciaoz…

i wrote a long blog again, read comment onli i realise that. today, come wif a short one…

i’ve learned another thing today. swimming backward..wat is it called ah? haha…this is the first time. today swimming class was in the raining, everyone was struggling in cold, but to me…thax to my fat ya…haha! i quite enjoy in the rain. neway, i din completely able to swim backward, but at least i gave a try. the same thing i would say, can n cannot is a very big distance.

another thing, today i slept in class again n nearly caught by lecturer. i was in dream. suddenly guy behind me woke me up, the time i rose up my head, lecturer was looking at me. ha! i was in frighten. some say because the class is too easy tats y i slept. wow…dunno whether lecturer wil minus my marks o not…sure gav him a bad impression ah. hope he understand my situation…as he was a student b4.haha

tats it for today. tonite my hostel got fireworks. do u noe tat, summer in japan got fireworks everywhere. n some even continue for bout half an hr. not like malaysia waiting for new year o national day for a short while onli. sure i wil snap some photo wif my fuji camera. wait ah…hope tat my camera works properly in the dark…

quite suprised tats so many ppl visiting my blog n leave a comment. thanks ya…is it tat nearly frenster server wil send mail to every of my fren when my blog updated ah? my blogs were not tat interesting la…paiseh paiseh…n…i’m not senget one la.

my weekend was over…wat happened again? of coz nothing happened i wont start my blog ah…

last fri, i followed a japs fren back home ah. this is the second times i visit to japanese house. ha…i was not tat close wif him ah..hah! juz tat he is a frenly guy, n those who dun care so much. he’s very talkative one, n most of the time i dun understand. as usual, i tend to understand n giv respond as i can. not tat i dun wanna listen to wat he said, juz tat his japanese was mixed wif local dialect japanese, n i never learned in skul. but then, he wont care gua.

it was raining heavily when we getting back to his house. all wet. the time we reached his house, his mom already get ready wif dinner ah. not to make them wait so long, he suggested to take bath together ah. at first i was thinking tat he asked me whether wanna take bath o not onli…din think of…together…haha! for him is normal ah, in hostel, those japanese take bath together in the big bath tab. for me, i stil cn accept a. juz take bath, y think of others…

i was nervous tat time, i went to big bath tab b4, wif a lot of ppl. but nvr take bath 2 person, enjoying 2 person’s world. haha! i was nervous til i use conditioner on my body. haha! tat time he asked," do u usually use conditioner?", no i seldom, i said. then onli i realise i was using conditioner tat time…hahahhahaha…was so fish tat time. then onli he taught me way to take bath in japs way…use the soap to rub on a wet tower…then onli use the tower to clean our body…hard to describe…my english was limited. wanna noe…next time teach u when u wana take bath.hahaha! it was another class, bath clas.

the next day we went for a movie. the 2nd time i been to japs cinema. but the first time i watch a hollywood movie dubbed into japanese. it was star wars 3. i was very tired tat time, n tat was the 2nd time i watch star wars 3.b4 tat i watched dvd sent by my fren from malaysia..hehe! wat’s the difference is,  their mouth like speaking english but came out japanese. n they even change the word in the starting of the movie…something like"long long time ago"…

i trying so hard to stay awake ah, but most of the time i was sleeping. n i was wasting my money..haha! tat time oso the first time i try salty popcorn, seriously it’s not nice ah…i stil prefer caramel one…

tat day after movie, went home. my fren was discussing something wif his mom. asking to buy bikes n computer n else….ends up wif no conclusion n my fren gone away. i was sitting beside my fren tat time in the kitchen. n i stil sitting there when my fren gone. then his mom tok to me bout him lo. one thing she asked was, am i ok wif him? got any arguement? bcoz she thinks tat he is a stubborn guy ah.mayb she dunno i dun understand wat he said most of the time..haha! she said he always argue wif his sister who is 5yrs older than him. n i said, always argue better than din talk at all ah. always argue dun mean their relationship is not good…thinking of my relationship wif my bros tat time. ha! she was struggling wif her son, i was trying to giv my ideas, but my japanese was limited ah.

then…today, her sister told me tat mayb bring me to a tourist spot if it’s not raining today. but…it rained. i think i was sleeping the whole day ah…i was like wake up to eat, then nothing to do then sleep again. i din wanna slip, but i dunno wat to do ah. tv room is too smal, n the dog was like dun like me, keep on barking at me. so juz stay in his room lo, nothing to do, hp battery finished d. went out for a while in the noon, he was looking for pc. n i hav a look wif mp3 player. found out tat latest sony mp3 players r very nice o! hm….shud i buy ah?…then came back home…my fren n his mom burst up luuu…big arguement. i can hear his mom scolding him tat din discuss wel wif him ah. n his face was damn black when he come back to his room. hm…i not very clear wif the situation wat happened oso ah. juz tat, mom hav her own thinkig, n so to my fren. dunno i shud stand on which side ah…thinking of myself. i never ask things from my mom since long time ago lo…i wil work hard on wat i wan…since when? mayb since one day i cant stand on my mom said tat i always ask for too many things…

came back to my room. planning for my holidays again, there r ppl cant take bath in japanese style(take bath together in a big bath room), there r ppl goin to bring her bf to go out wif me, i feel very odd to walk in 3,although i noe her bf. ai…holidays…sometime think tat travelling alone is easier o? although bit lonely la…hm..c la…