要国庆日了，马来西亚48岁
我爸也48岁了
今天，在跟朋友通短讯的时候，电话震动的当儿，
翻开我的折型手机，以为是短讯传到的瞬间看见1800XXXXX
出现在荧幕，才知道那是通电话。
错愕的瞬间，把听筒靠近耳朵，哈罗了两下。
“哈罗，凯良啊？”传来我熟悉的爸爸的声音。
“嗯。。。怎么？”
“放假放到怎样啊？”
“现在在回着，过两天要开学了。”
“你放假放几久啊？”
“有整两个月了，一直都在朋友的地方”
“你怎样啊？生活有没有什么问题啊？”
“没有啊！没事的啦，别担心。”
“好啦，玩够了开学要好好读书哦！”
“嗯，懂得啦”
“K啦！”
“嗯。。。拜拜”
盖下电话，显示2分18秒。
我常常想要拉长说话时间，
但那时候因为我在巴士上，不方便说话。
今天爸的声音显得特别落寞，我也有种莫名的感觉油然而生。
今天是爸工作最后的一天，被裁了，
爸不知道我知道这回事情，因为是妈告诉我的。
听说爸每天都想着这问题睡不着，却还能拨个电话问我有没有事。
我很努力的告诉自己，不过是提早退休而已。
可是。。。我是不停得想，我。。。能做些什么吗？
wow…my first summer holiday in my life time left few days onli…feeling tired…tought of travelling to a lot of places, but when i lost in my way…i started to turn way back to my home…
wat i did last summer?
i went to the aichi expo and universal studio japan wif my frens of 5. the expo held once in around 5 years…n this is the 2nd time in japan. next time wil be in shanghai. i din found things much interesting in the expo, mayb i din explore it yet. universal studio…i did have a sweet memories in there…wif my fren n those movie n cartoon character that i noe since i young…
i went to a kind of meeting…where i met some other foreign student from china n i climbed a mountain which is height 1700m…i get a promise from a chinese…tat i can follow back to china to visit the place i dreamed long time ago—-jiu zhai gou…
i went to a romantic city—kobe. coz of earth quake 10yrs ago, this is a newly built city…n bcoz of its a port town…there are a lot of western style buildings left there. walking at the port at nite was nice…take cable car to see the scenery view of kobe…hav the chinese food that i long time never had…i fall in love wif tat city…wished i can get the university in that city
i went to the northern part of japan called kyuushuu. the first impression was, it`s like malaysia. facilities are old, a lot of greens compare to the main island of japan, people dun follow the traffic light…n else. tat place was no so modern…n it famous wif its nature i think. n one thing fun is tat, it actually can walk from the main island to this kyuushuu…there is a tunnel bout 730m long n 14floors down in the sea…that for ppl to walk over…n it made in 1958. imagine…what was malaysia tat time?
i went to disneyland…this place was not in my plan. but somehow, i did really enjoy my time there…this is one of my sweetest memories of my summer holidays. i thought tat place is very childish n not fun at al…luckily i choose a right person to go wif me…cartoon tat i watch came into my mind from time to time…i wish i can watch all the disney cartoon again…
i went round tokyo…one of the busiest city in the world. i din really get myself in the busiest city. but sometimes juz cant understand y everyone go to tokyo? the train wil definitely full like squeeze into sardin even there are 15cars(tat is about 100m long i think) but the place i study there wont be full even there is onli 1car. train in tokyo 5minutes once, but my place the 1hr once onli…how it could be? things in tokyo cheaper than my place…bcoz the demands is higher i think…n i tasted the fried mee like in malaysia one…
i spent one week in my fren college…y i stayed there so long? bcoz i was lazy travelling oredi…my place dun hav rental shop…when i come to my fren place, one nite one movie, sometimes even got 2 movie. i watched one missed call 2…tokyo tower…n some korea movies…i really like watching movies…i always think…y my place dun hav rental shop? one is enuf…sob sob sob…n then onli i noe chinese lifestyle in japan…we go to karaoke sing chinese songs, go to every shop nearby tat college n we can try everything, went to drink n had adult’s talk…i cant experience these in my place…bcoz…i am alone…
i went to summer land…what is this? it is a place like sunway lagoon in malaysia…but the entrance fees cost bout rm200…wats the difference wif sunway lagoon? the things r more o less the same i think…but the people who go there are definitely dif…wat is it? ppl in sunway lagoon wearing t shirt n shorts…but ppl in summer land wearing swimming suits… tats it
n tats it…tomolo i wil back to osaka again to shop…bcoz i think i wil keep myself in the room for another months to save money…i spend about rm7000 for my summer holidays…n i juz ordered 17books online from taiwan…hahahaha…tats my life…think of quiting volley ball…so tat i can hav more private time…ciaoz….
helo…
i am now in fukuoka, kyushuu. southern part of japan…waiting for my frenz to take bath n dunno doin wat ah…i am walking wif 2 couples ah…feel bit lonely n mayb juz grab any gal to walk wif me better haha…
hm…bout kyushuu, i feel like in malaysia. road are broken here n there, people no following traffic light, n the greens here are more variety n looks like in malaysia. it’s dif wif main island of japan, there are a lot of greens, but al r more o less look like there same. n kyushuu here the road system n those surrounding feel like old, not bcoz it’s a old town, but bcoz it’s not well taken care like in malaysia. heheh…i was asked by my fren here not to talk bad bout kyushuu, if not no ppl wil wana come to kyushuu oredi…somehow, she wont read my blog i think.haha…
neway, wat i like bout kyushuu, ppl here are more relax n something dun follow rules ah…hehe. ppl at my place, dun dare to talk phone while driving, seat beside driver must wear safety belt b4 the driver wil start the car…haha..here? din wear safety belt al the way, talking handphone oso like nvm one. scared police wil see…but stil do it. like malaysia rite? hahahaahah…
i think i stil hav chance to come to this place gua. from here to korea, it’s onli 3hrs ship. n if one day i go back to malaysia, i wil be using airport here…
wat is good about kyuushuu again, yday i went to a very huge ….how to say ah…hm…big land wif grass? o a cow farm gua…i cant found the word ah…it’s so huge like place i looking forward since so long ago, since we studied in f3 geography about steppe area. hm…but we were in rush, i din hav enuf time to enjoy the scenery n the enviroment there…there the place i like the most in kyushuu. neway, mayb one day i wil be back. mayb…who noe..n i wil post the photos here later when i get better place so online.
summer holidays left bout half a month. some ppl started to stay in hostel for the rest of the holidays, but i wil stil travelling around. for sure…haha…goin to tokyo lor…i am not tat looking forward to tat city, coz everybody say tat tat city is crowded, ppl are cold. juz tat, u come to japan havent been to tokyo? hm…shud be mah…so hav a look there lor. i stil dunno i wil stay there for how long, til i feel i wana go lor…haha…
another one, to someone who plan to honeymoon in japan. i found a very good place, kobe. i love that city very much. climb up the mountain by ropeway(we called it cable car in malaysia), u can c the nice scenery of the town of kobe. n the nite time, if u go to the port, wow…walking there n holding ur parter’s hand…romantic. may take a short cruise goin around kobe bay, but i fall asleep in there. as ppl sitting beside me was a guy, n i was too tired walking whole day long that day. for sure, photo later….hehe
hm…n ah…i climbed a 1700m height mountain. the tallest mountain in my area cal chugoku area. i din noe tat i hav to climb a mountain tat tall b4 i join the summer camp in my area. neway, scenery from the up there was very nice, n coz of tat, i made a fren from china. n we promised tat she wil bring me to walk around her place next year when i pay a visit to china…a place call jiu zai gou next year spring holidays….
gtg cya!
一辆救伤车刚刚经过，
我在想，又有谁离开这个世界。
我这个岛是老人占大多数的，每每救伤车响起，
大概有人到了极乐世界吧。
说起来，几乎每一天都会听到吧！
我才回来几天，有时甚至一天听到几次。
以前听到类似的声音都会往外望，
现在嘛！都已经习惯了。。。这里还有那种播音器报告谁谁谁丧生了，
几乎每天都会听到的。
在想，到上车很少，几乎这个时候是没有的。
为什么就上车还要响起那警报声，
我从以前就在想，如果我是一个等死的老人，
那声音会不会令我忧郁症啊？
回来的这几天，生活过得很潦倒，
早上晚上，睡觉吃饭都变得不正常。
幸好我没有选择在宿舍过这样的生活，
一天里头几乎都没有跟谁说话，
我在房间里头，很多东西做的。
看电影看照片写邮件烧CD聊天搜寻旅游资料
回来几天，其实是不够时间休息的。
明天要见我的第二家庭，就是一种文化交流的日本家庭。
过后就一直出外，旅行，不是流浪。
我在想，如果我是一个人来到日本，没有其他朋友，
我大概会再做什么？
找个我喜欢的城市，住青年宿舍，找份短工。
每天用每天赚的，这样不是很好吗？
在日本工作一天够一天吃一天用的。。。
这样会比较好噢噢。。。
明年？我大概出国去流浪吧！
